As we grow in our walk with God,  he continuously shows us his unconditional love and ever sufficient grace.

And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
(2 Cor 12:9 KJV)

There were times when the enemy brought distraction and confusion by  projecting some stupidity that made me question God’s true love for me by asking, God you said you love me why did you allow me to go through such and such painful experiences.
I pray, I cry, I lament and when I finally keep quiet,  God in his infinite mercy, love and kindness speaks. 
It seems Sometimes like he said are you done whining and complaining? Like Job he asks,
“where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth?….” (Job 38:4 KJV).

At times I come back to my senses and realize how ignorant I have been and I repent right away.
In recent times God through his holy spirit has been showing me so many unseen battles he has been fighting on my behalf and on behalf of my family.
I could not comprehend it all at first.

I have come to realize that God was showing me all these because of my little faith and doubts in his love and to strengthen me. If he had not shown such plots of the enemy to me ahead of time,  I would not have known how to pray.
If not for his love, and care, I cannot imagine what would have become of me and my family. We are no match for the enemy left to our own abilities and human strength.

When God delivers his children the enemy is shocked,  because the enemy always deceives himself by thinking he can win and defeat God’s children but when we rely upon and depend absolutely on God, the enemy is always defeated and given severe blows, some will say the enemy is given “technical knock out”.
Today I appreciate God’s sufficient grace more than ever before.

Thank you ABBA Father, thank you Lord Jesus Christ, thank you holy spirit of God forfightingforusseenandunseenbattlesinJesusmightyname. Amen.